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Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle
Created on 2007-05-16 00:02:59 (#12952466), last updated 2007-08-17
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| Name: | Radly Kewoah |
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S h e ' s t h e k i n d o f g i r l w h o l o o k s f o r l o v e i n a l l t h e l o n e l y p l a c e s -The Dresden Dolls |
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If you're under the impression I'm alright. I guess you never noticed. The name is Zoe, but people call me anything and everything, so feel free. I'm the kind of girl that people look at and think what the hell happened. I'm a train wreck, a disaster. I went off the rails because it seemed like a good idea. Afterall who wants to be perfect anymore? We live in a world where everyone is trying to outdo everyone else, to be the most fucked up, have the most problems. All anyones looking for is attention and to be picked out from others. When I die, I want it to be a tragedy. I want my face to be on the front page of the newspapers. I want the whole world to wear black and cry for a day. I want a massive funeral, that everyone wants to attend. A bench and tree to mark a spot for people who loved me and who I loved to sit and remember. I want the world to care. I have a slight fascination with bleach, I love how clean and perfect it makes everything look. More than anything I'd like to be able to take a bath in it, strip away all the impurities that life leaves. I'm a social recluse, and one of the most outgoing people you might meet. I hate everyone looking at me, but I'll do anything to be the centre of attention. I'm pretty intelligent, yet I always say the stupidest things. I want everyone to want me, but I can't deal with you having me. I tell everyone to leave me alone and try to cut them out, when what I really want is for them to make an effort and fight for me. I'm so scared that I'm not mentally right, but if I found out I was fine I'd be disappointed. Basically. I'm a walking contradiction. It was the song that saved me I remember, remember everything All the tracks that shaped and changed me Music is a big, big part of my life. Songs make me smile, laugh, cry, remember things, remember people. Sometimes I wish my life was a musical because there's so much more expression and less complication in songs. I go to a lot of gigs. They are like my home or safe place. I don't feel afraid to be myself, and at that moment when you're in the crowd, theres music flooding through you and you're moving as one with a million other people, thats when I feel truly alive. |
2005 The Used - Brixton Academy. Queen Adreena - Northampton Soundhaus. My Chemical Romance - The Astoria. Green Day supported by Taking Back Sunday and Jimmy Eat World - Milton Keynes Bowl. 2006 The Academy Is... supported by Panic! At The Disco - Birmingham Carling Academy. Yellowcard - The Astoria. Give It A Name Saturday - Earls Court. Thursday supported by The Zico Chain - Manchester. Capdown - Milton Keynes Pitz. Guns 'N' Roses supported by Bullet For My Valentine and Towers Of London - Manchester. My Chemical Romance - Hammersmith Palais. Friday Leeds Festival - Leeds. Brand New supported by Say Anything - Brixton Academy. My Chemical Romance - Virgin Instore. My Chemical Romance - Liverpool. Evanescence - Hammersmith Apollo. Taste Of Chaos - Brixton Academy. Lostprophets supported by Bring Me The Horizon and The Blackout - Hammersmith Apollo. 2007 The Blackout - Water Rats. The Album Chart Show - Koko Club. Hellogoodbye supported by The Plain White Tees - The Mean Fiddler. Senses Fail - Islington Academy. Brand New - Hammersmith Apollo. Betty Curse - The Pigalle Club. The Academy Is... supported by The Audition - Birmingham Barfly. The Academy Is... supported by The Audition and Young Love - Manchester. The Academy Is... supported by The Audition and Young Love - Glasgow Barfly. The Academy Is... supported by The Audition and Young Love - The Mean Fiddler. Fallout Boy supported by Cobra Starship and Shiny Toy Guns - Hammersmith Apollo. Cobra Starship - Water Rats.Bring Me The Horizon - Nottingham Rock City. The Blackout supported by Kids in Glass Houses - Nottingham Rock City. The Blackout supported by Kids in Glass Houses - Kings College. The Blackout supported by Kids in Glass Houses - Yeovil Ski Lodge. Give It A Name Introduces... - Islington Academy. Give It A Name - Earls Court. The Used supported by The Blackout - Nottingham Rock City. Upcoming Collision Course Festival - Leeds. DecayDance Fest - Hammersmith Apollo. Leeds Festival - Leeds. |
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